| 516 lack of sugar |
[Dec. 13th, 2009|07:05 pm] |
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| | Bump - Trish | ] |
Dudes who run Photobucket, this is a kind request for you to stop being such dicks, because there are things that I want to share with the world that can only be expressed through .gifs and you are not letting me do so!
I've been a foul mood lately, and it's not even ...biological. But perhaps it's because I've stopped eating candy, which is more of a major part of my diet than carbohydrates are. ( And since I'm in the mood to be angry, I've had it with righteous Christians who throw their righteousness in your face. )
I'm definitely not the best person to be lecturing others on the values of Christianity but if I'm being a hypocritical bitch please tell me.
In happier, bipolar news, I've bought cheap shoes and dresses! The shoes reach beyond the halfway point of my foot, which is usually an immediate No for my cankles, but they are cut so elegantly that my ankles don't disappear in them so I believe this is cause for universal celebration. And you can stop being friends with me now, I bought a sequined dress. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2009|04:49 pm] |
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That's just me being athletic with my face. Beat that, Victoria. And the yellow stuffed toy was a present, don't mock!! Now, just wait for my vomitting gif... imagine how appropriate it would be on so many occasions~
Btw holidays are dissolving my brain into mush ugh guys lets start a book club
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| 515 |
[Dec. 12th, 2009|01:09 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Half Of My Heart - John Mayer ft. Taylor Swift | ] |
Today I learnt yet another startling truth about my birth. Because the anaesthesia took too long to wear off during the first caesarean operation for my brother, the doctor prescribed my mother a lower dose of anaesthesia for her second caesarean, which was for me. Turns out, the amount was too little and my mom woke up in the middle of the operation, but thank God for local anaesthesia on her lower body. She could hear the surgeon and nurses converse, and she could feel her intestines being arranged back into place, as well as all the stitches. This vaguely reminds me of the makeshift operations that Stanley Warren had to go through in Changi Chapel, but now I feel like such a piece of shit for all the times I've been rude to my mother.
As with all holidays, I have finally cleaned up room, i.e. I tossed all the shit out. Honestly it's little things like these that remind me of how heartless I am, I pretty much threw out everything regardless of the sentiment behind it. Irregardless, it was quite an extraordinary process, I shall soon upload photos of Homemaker Victoria, the amount of dust got too great so I put on a mask and worked the vacuum cleaner on everything. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2009|03:21 am] |
At 3am in the morning I realize 3 things:
1) I need to do something about my fringe
2) My father is probably right.. as usual
3) I haven't touched my piano at alllll in the month that my teacher was away, I am.. screwed??? |
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| 513 Fat Status: Imminent |
[Dec. 5th, 2009|10:43 pm] |
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| |  giddy | ] |
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| | Born To Run - Bruce Springsteen | ] |
If a long-haired guitar-sexing rebel on a motorbike sang me Springsteen's Born To Run I'd ride with him anywhere. Springsteen for me has always been more uncelebrated than Bob Dylan for no reason at all actually, thank you myself for buying random albums and leeching off my parents. I have also taken time to look at guitar catalogs, they are like porn to me.
As usual, life is throat problems and bad hair days, it is impossible for me to look feminine in weather like this. I refuse to sink an inch of my heels into this mud and I can forget about wearing any of my long skirts, which have recently burst into glorious abundance (thanks to my trip to Sri Lanka), so I am going to be clomping around in sneakers and hoodies until Bukit Timah canals stop being pussies.
Considering the amount I eat, I realise I don't actually like food all that much. Also, there are ants crawling all over me. Have I finally become living proof of "You are what you eat"? |
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| Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|11:53 pm] |
Asexuality describes lack of sexual attraction or interest in or desire for sex. Sometimes, it is considered a lack of a sexual orientation. One commonly cited study placed the incidence rate of asexuality at 1%.
oh no sounds like me.......... |
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| 512 imperviousness to darkness & fear |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|11:51 am] |
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| | Healer - Hillsong Live | ] |
The only girl in the team kicks so much ass from 2:58 - 3:55, if I ever take up Taekwondo again it will be because of her. I realise that I've been a Poom all along because when I finished all the colour belts I was still 11?! Now that I'm of age, time to swap that Poom in for a Dan. |
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| 511 This really Feels like Insomnia. |
[Dec. 2nd, 2009|01:01 am] |
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| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Insomnia - Craig David | ] |
Everyone, I am so bored it's disgusting. Please just ask me out, even if you don't think we're very good friends but you're bored too anyway just ask me out because I am in the state of mind to just hang out with anyone right now and I won't judge you so please save me from myself. Whatever it is, I'm getting out of the house tomorrow to get over this hangover because I've only been awake about 5 hours and I feel like sawing through my forehead with dental floss.
Yesterday was a huge success and I thank God for blessing us with everything, from cool weather to awesome performers to an amazing crowd of 62.5 people (the ticket money didn't tally, so either someone paid more or less). For a very miraculous 6 hours my voice opened up and it wasn't as thin and raspy as it had been the past week, though I drove it into the ground by being a nervous wreck but still I am pleased. I am going to bask in the glory of this success that the Lord has given to me for a day or two, then begin to ruin my self-esteem by troubleshooting.
I am incredibly thankful to everyone who supported us, this event would really not have been possible without the goodwill of others and it warms my heart to see so many people giving us their time. Thanks to everyone who showed up, we raised $1262 in pure funds that will be going to our project! Which is really a 200++% jump from what we expected. Thanks to the performers, thanks for performing for free and being the sweetest things in dedicating yourselves to our cause (Tim & Yuresh, For This Cycle, Face Off, Jac & Lucy & Timothy & Nathan, Ziliang, Fire Away Samson). Thanks to Blujaz for sponsoring the venue, and argh the list really goes on.
This has energised me further about the entire project itself, to see so many people who won't even be going there feel so enthusiastic about it all, but its conclusion has left me high and dry I am going to have to fill up the rest of my December with better things. |
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